tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-28535177697180513262011-07-07T14:06:05.248-07:00Suzannehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01995682622510989019noreply@blogger.comBlogger481100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2853517769718051326.post-13481549758534403622011-05-29T07:01:00.000-07:002011-05-29T07:04:16.309-07:00

on pause not sure if i will press play

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i must say that a health care system that makes someone who is bleeding and needs glue can not be hurt more by universal health care. cant get much worse.

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one day i will get this under control. one day i will just capture light that changes my life in tiny grains of silver. i need the one thing that i just can't grasp. if you know what it is please let me know i am looking but i don't seem to have a flashlight.

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today your success was my loss. i got my hopes up that it could be more than i guess it should be right now. i know i shouldnt but i feel like i did at 5.

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i thought maybe for once i would get a break, maybe a win. i am in over my head and the only thing to do is sit here in the silence and listen to it.

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"We're sick for the big sunAlone and drip drip drip drip drip drip dripI realize that tooTrue, true and everlastingDidn't last that longWe're the lonesomeWe're the lonesomeYeahTrue and everlastingDidn't last that long "i wish i could know what you were doing right now. i wish i was there with you and here and in a million other places. i know we did nothing wrong. i feel this insatiable desire

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all i ever did was look up to you.All i ever did was let you down.Was it everything you hoped for.Was it all of that and more.I am so selfish.G-d save me.

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sometimes i wonder how long it will take before i self implode. i hope for your sake and mine it is far off in the distance. i love the cool air from an open window on my bare skin right now bed is so inviting. home makeover in process pictures soon.formatting is overrated.

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Will you come and follow me if I but call your name?Will you go where you don’t know and never be the same?--John Bell, “The Summons”In my family being a follower was not a desirable role. In the Christian life, though, we must learn to follow God and to allow ourselves to be led by the model of the Good Shepherd.In my own journey, “running out ahead of God” has been a challenge. Especially when

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Minilogue - Animals from ljudbilden on Vimeo.

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...three, fourTalkin to the songbird yesterdayFlew me to a place not far awayShe's a little pilot in my mindSingin songs of love to pass the timeGonna write a song so she can seeGive her all the love she gives to meTalk of better days that have yet to comeNever felt this love from anyoneShe's not anyoneShe's not anyoneShe's not anyoneA man can never dream these kind of thingsEspecially when she

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The second time around, you know it really got me down.Sister don't you judge it, just keep it to yourself now. AndIf you ain't got nothing good to say, don't say nothing at all.I go bitten by the bitter bug, and now I just can't get enoughOf ill will and my own conceit. I'm weary of the world it seems.I'm weary of the world, weary of the world it seems.It's sort of always gone my way. I'm just a

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i was young enough to remember how you left and old enough now to know i will never be the same i have to find a way to shake this.

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hey breaks is over time to start the take over. lets move out in style. do you think we should go for a drive and feel the wind in our hair. i think so. i miss a sunroof and i miss a sunny disposition. ready go...

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wizard needs food badly. wizard is about to die.

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born to run, baby, runlike a steam down a mountainsidewith the wind at my backi don't ever even bat an eyejust know it was you all alongwho had a hold of my heartbut the demon and mewere the best of friends from the startso the time we sharedit was precious to meall the while i was dreaming of revelrydreaming of revelry

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This vacation's uselessThese white pills aren't kindI've given a lot of thoughton this 13 hour driveI miss the grinded concretewhere we sat past 8 or 9And slowly finished laughingIn the glow of our headlights.I've given a lot of thoughtto the nights we used to haveThe days have come and goneOur lives went by so fastI faintly remember breathingon your bedroom floorWhere I laid and told you,but you

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You'll shut me up and bleed me dry.Cheap champagne and a complicated lifestyleIf nothing else matters, thenI will die trying,Tryin' not to think of my......

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"Costly grace is the treasure hidden in the field; for the sake of it a man’ will gladly go and self all that he has. It is the pearl of great price to buy which the merchant will sell all his goods. It is the kingly rule of Christ, for whose sake a man will pluck out the eye which causes him to stumble, it is the call of Jesus Christ at which the disciple leaves his nets and follows him.

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You seek up an emotionAnd our cup is overflowingYou seek up an emotion,Sometimes your well is dryYou seek up a big monsterFor him to fight your wars for youBut when he finds his way to you, the devil's notGoing

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there is this bridge in cologne Germany that has something very unique that goes on. people will put locks on the chain link fence that is on the Hohenzollern bridge as a symbol of love. sometimes the locks are crude and just scribbled on with sharpee other times they are engraved with names. anyway it is a symbol for the two people in love. they lock it to the bridge and then throw the keys

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pure awesome. texas is hot 80 degrees. i am having fun with the sun and bet the moon will finally show his face tonight. i have missed the moon, more than the moon could ever know.

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Another lonely night in AmersterdamThe stars are coming out in wavesAnd I miss my Miss America from Park HotelBut I'm too stoned to call it a dayWhen everything you wantedIs hard to hide behind your eyesAnd I'm locked in my hotel roomTurning over our goodbyesI will write this down for youSo you can read thisI will hold my breath for youTill I can't feel itAnother lonely night in AmsterdamAnd

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oh man so awesome!

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this is what breaks my heart and makes me want to be loud.dan white murdered harvey milk and if you do not know about this incident it should be your 5 minute Wikipedia history lesson for the day.i know that my sins yelled crucify just as loud as this guys, but i am going to use kindness and love to win my battles not glorification of a murderer.Hanani Lord, work in me.Please forgive my

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i am happy with today without thinking aboot tomorrow. naivete never seemed such a nice sweater to be clothed in. just for the moment i will know what is happening to me. i will like the sound of your voice on the phone and get lost in it. i will feel the water on my body in the tub only for that moment. i will take deep breaths of fresh air to quickly and choke on the humidity before the

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i don't wanna knowi don't wanna knowyour eyes were covered in sunglasseswhen they first met my eyei sat there and stared at youyou didn't seem to mindthe awkward ways we meetfirst comes heavy breathingstaring at the ceilingwhat will happen nexti don't wanna knowi don't wanna knowi never cared how i dressed beforebut i cared that nightanticipation ran through my bonesand my clothes never fit

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And in my best behaviorI am really just like himLook beneath the floor boardsFor the secrets I have hid....today i thought everything was going to be the same as any other day but i was quickly reminded how quick it all can change we are not made to last i just wish i could put my head on your lap will you tell me it is okay to cry i just need to cry i wish we were made to last

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struggle "To use great efforts; to labor hard; to strive; to contend forcibly"i share your burden in trying to find a true change in your soul. i wonder often aboot my struggle and if it is all in vein. i wonder if going to church is a way to make me feel better aboot myself or hold my self in higher regard to others. it feels like a constant up hill battle every day even when i feel at peace

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No, I'm just on my ownAnd I, it's a little cold outsideDon't think I'll escapeWhy would I escape youDon't think I'll replaceHow could I replace youAnd don't be so hard on yourselfYou won't get better til you get worseYeah you send a little smile my way

Suzannehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01995682622510989019noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2853517769718051326.post-68557065632023030392009-03-04T09:27:00.000-08:002009-03-04T14:33:57.151-08:00

i know that i have seen many of Terry Richardson's photographs before but today i thought i would share some kissing images....

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crawl in the sun today as i chase all the monsters away and i am glued to you but what am i supposed to do when all i seem to do is bleed and you're the only one i need oh i want to be addicted to you so i will chase after you like you chase you chase after me

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ask me and i can tell you when we are not face to face.we move mountains everyday and we never recognize the beauty of it.we are all someones example of a life they would like to live.some people live "successful" lives and never move someones heart. sure, there are plenty of wealthy liars out there. but me...ive got to step it up, because i want something more.more than the lies. i need to be

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Bright Eyes - Poison OakPoison oak, some boyhood braveryWhen the telephone was a tin can on a stringAnd I fell asleep with you still talking to meYou said you weren't afraid to dieIn polaroids you were dressed in women's clothesWere you made ashamed, why'd you lock them in a drawer?Well, I don't think that I ever loved you moreThan when you turned away, when you slammed the doorWhen you stole the

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There were ninety-seven New York advertising men in the hotel, and, with her little lacquer brush, while the phone was ringing, she went over the nail of her little finger, accentuating the line of the moon. She then replaced the cap on the bottle of lacquer and, standing up, passed her left--the wet--hand back and forth through the air. With her dry hand, she picked up a congested ashtray from

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my today included but not limited to:*watching a complete cycle of america's next top model the cycle with kim in it... sweet!*making plans to go out to a music show and drink some liquor but my conscious made me rethink that half way to the show and just came home home* went to bed with, woke up in the night with, all day with, and currently still with a pit in my stomach* said pit caused 4

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anything but what i need to be doing.... its bad news to be in your house all day with snow outside...

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look up at the moonhe will grin back at youlets look up at the same time i will look for your reflection looking in the mirrors left by astronautsdeep breaths and foggy glassesno hands just thoughti wish i could time travel to youi want to live until 2082i am ridiculously missing you like in a painful chest burning kinda waymy eyes are leaking and taking on waterwhere is my lifeboat

Suzannehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01995682622510989019noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2853517769718051326.post-31361652999350315682009-02-27T09:46:00.000-08:002009-02-27T10:11:16.461-08:00

u2 stand up comedyLove love love love love…Love love love love love…I got to stand up and take a stepYou and I have been asleep for hoursI got to stand upThe wire is stretched in between our two towersStand up in this dizzy worldWhere a lovesick eye can steal the viewI’m gonna fall down if I can’t stand upFor your loveLove love love love love…Stand up, this is comedyThe DNA lottery may have left

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i must have said i wanted ice cream aboot a million times today. i found this tonight and thought that is the kinda ice cream i want. i miss you so much but you were in my sleep earlier maybe you will show up again and we can get back to holding hands. please do not disturb my sweet dreams.teeth on stuff always makes it cooler.

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i love to have my head pet.

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These are screen caps from a movie called Choke California. It is less than 20 minutes but will leave you introspective for hours on end. I wonder what my memories will be from these moments when I am older, will any of it be memorable to stay as my age fills my brain. I am sure it will have something. Do you ever wonder if somebody had been filming you all your life what a 2 minute clip reel

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it is ash wednesday and i am excited about this season of 40 days and the growth that could be produced. it is funny that i have chosen my foul mouth for the give up, since it has never been something i think that G-d really holds against me until oliver was born this year. anytime i am around children it is pressed on me to clean up my mouth and lately just the fact that when other people use

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" You see there is a major difference–and it remains a vital difference–between a friend and a gay person, a friend in office and a gay person in office. Gay people have been slandered nationwide. We’ve been tarred and we’ve been brushed with the picture of pornography. In Dade County, we were accused of child molestation. It’s not enough anymore just to have friends represent us. No matter

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